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Sharing The Quick Death Experience

by Suicide Seven

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1.
Lifespike 04:25
You know it’s true what they say, there is always room for me, chill out at the bottom think I’ll start a family. You know it’s true what they say, there is always room for you, baby blue baby blue there’s always room for you. If it doesn’t go my way I’ll die before I compromise. Give me an honest answer and I swear I will deny it. Coming down is always better with a can of grape soda pop, ice cold if you please I do not feel like throwing up. This is life, this is living, get out of my way, you better get out of my way. I got the leash around my neck blues, military occupation. Getting my kicks off of Japanese X-rated animation. I am the sickly ring-eyed freak, never getting enough sleep for comfort, this is not the movies, this is nothing like the movies. If it suits her to be free, so demanding unto me, redesign your comfort, so happy in slavery. Just give me the highspeed trainwreck fool-around, running down hell. It was never cliché until my head started to swell. –CHORUS- I am down, I am sealed away, locked out, and left for dead. Just write me off and walk away, put your money in the bank and lay to bed.
2.
Give me a dark hole, give me a weak transmission, and I’ll watch you fade away with your new independence. Don’t call me go jump in a lake, I’m tired of your attitude. I’m pat on the back mistake, but you’ll call me when you’re in the mood. The trainwreck will come for you; not the only one I’m sure it’s hit in the face before, this story I’m holding to. To be so blue, hold on, to be so small, invisible. A trivial noise to kill, a writing on the stall. Oh my God where did you go, where did you go. Footprints in the sand tell me nothing I don’t know. Shadows under my eyes let me know I’m out of favor. Pain and joy, jealousy seem to be my flavor. Give me a warm place, with no thought of memory, and I’ll lock you out for days with my new discovery. I’m atheist in the mood, I’m Christian close to death, I’m Catholic after sin, I’m hypocrite to win. You know I’ve seen it all before, I’ve fell a thousand times, laughed at bloody arms and cried to fade away. Grew so sick of my face, just need a new personality, or maybe a tragic fate to seal the jealousy. –CHORUS-
3.
Faction 04:08
The truth is I’ve been out everynight, thinking on my own. The truth is that I’ve reserved all the fighting for your ears alone. Let me be, but don’t let me be for too long or you know I’ll feel it in my heart a deadly new uncertainty about your love. The truth is living in a lie, spare us both some pain. The truth is that I haven’t felt the same since you forgot my name. And you’ll be floating on detachment, singing no song at all. You carry a weight of a world you would never let me see. I’ve been here all my life, waiting on your carpet red. I love the way you think, tight and loose. I give it all I got but she tighten the noose.
4.
– It’s getting colder in the freezer, your loving touch. Living disorder, your only crime of loving too much. And you’ve got Christ on your bedroom wall; you’ve got Christ on your mind. Then we may come across this circumstance and I will be calling me, calling me coincidence, calling me your innocent flame. Adjustments to the love of the day, scratched away. Falling from enough wounds to call your own. And when it comes around, always be there said to me…..but those words are gone. That’s when I came across this circumstance that made me see you calling me, calling me coincidence, calling me, your innocent flame. In the city I found creeping into space, a bitter tasting lump in my mouth. And the surprise in your eyes when you say I have found God sticking somewhere out of the mud.
5.
Disturb 04:02
Still think I’m fine. Still think I’m going out of my mind. Still believe I’m a car crash eating the steering wheel. Still think it’s surprise. Still think I’m a hollow compromise. All security folded in, folded in demise. Do you still think I’m the man? Still doing the best I can. Cutting clean all those bitter things I said. Still think I’m good. Still making things harder than I should. Still so indecisive, trauma that doesn’t go away. And all of my thoughts have turned from being difficult into normal cliché and drama queen. But I still love to take the blame. I still love to feel the pain. And I never say, never say, say the right thing. But that’s just the way that I shine. That’s just way that I go. And I hope that you don’t mind. I could never let you go.
6.
– So you start to breathe, better late for sure. You don’t want to pray but your knees are on the ground. Apparently that soft eye gaze, you’ve never kissed before but you’re in the right place. And your cinnamon to taste, coffee in the morning, you hate to wash your hair but I did it anyway. And who will put the straws in your lemonade if I’m not there. Then is it safe to say…..you are eating out of my hand. Now it’s been a year or more since I’ve first looked into your eyes and fallen on delay. Cinnamon to taste, coffee in the morning, you hate to wash your hair but I did it anyway. And who will put the straws in your lemonade if I’m not there. Then is it safe to say……-CHORUS-

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This Album was recorded at Moonra Studios in Pensacola Florida. This was the second record that Kameko Jennings recorded under the moniker Suicide Seven.

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released August 1, 2000

Drums – Anthony Redfield
Bass – John Jinks
Words/Vocals/Guitars – Kameko Jennings


All Music © 1998 Kameko Jennings, All Rights Reserved.

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Suicide Seven is the solo music project of one, Kam Jennings. He has been making records since 1998 under that moniker and his music is a mix of lo-fi, acoustic, grunge, and garage rock.

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