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Discovery
03:27
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Took a shot to the head
When you said I love your wife and kid
Didn’t know what you meant
But now I think I know
Now I think I know
Took a sunny day
And poured the rain
Over my head
Didn’t know what to say
But now I think I know
Now I think I know
These days I am not so blind
Confined to being wiser
These days I don’t really shine anymore
I don’t shine the way I used to…
I tell you man these bottles and cans
these bottles and cans their killing me
I will not lie
I can’t deny I kind of like it
I kind of like it…Oh hell I love it
-CHORUS-
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Oblivion
02:02
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Oceans breaking the shore
Breaking my neck
Just like before
Oceans coming again
Bottles and cans
I got my bottle in hand
She’s got her helmet in line
Waiting on time
To do it again
She never waits for a thing
Steady keeping me clean
To do it again
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Basic
02:56
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You come out of basements
You right all the wrongs you did
You regret enough of the things
You can’t seem to forget
Ah
Oh you have the best intentions in mind
Life is simple don’t complicate it tonight
I understand you now
This will all grow basic somehow
Black equals night equals I am in the dark again
Sun equals light equals I have something more to give
I write the basics down
So that I might comprehend them somehow
And you know
Inside my mind still feels tight
So we can argue all night
I regret enough of the things
I can’t seem to get right
Ah
Oh you have the best intentions in mind
Life is simple don’t complicate it tonight
Because you see I understand you now
This will all grow basic somehow
Black equals night equals I am in the dark again
Sun equals light equals I have something more to give
I write the basics down
So that I might comprehend them somehow
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The Preacher
03:23
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I want to paint clean my self-righteous mood
My self-righteous mood all the way down
I want to paint clean my self-righteous mood
My self-righteous mood
all the way down down down down down
Shoot a hole through your belly is what I’ll do
Through your belly is what I’ll do
Let your cries and screams pull me through
Shoot a hole through your belly is what I’ll do
Through your belly is what I’ll do
Let your cries and screams pull me through it…
It’s getting harder to tell
It’s getting harder to tell
Shades of grey from the light
It’s getting harder to tell
It’s getting harder to tell
Shades of grey from my brilliant sunshine
Blood spills over wishing wells
She dreams complacence
it’s so disarming
I want to fall
Baby let the preacher fall
Crumble off my soapbox
Back against the wall
It’s getting harder to tell
It’s getting harder to tell
Shades of grey from the light
It’s getting harder to tell
It’s getting harder to tell
Shades of grey from my brilliant sunshine
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Mistress Lady
03:50
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Brought it down,
you fooled around,
and you faced those demons well,
but it goes, even heroes lose even angels cross that line,
fortune folds and my dear you are not getting any younger by him,
and by her, I have learned to sink I have learned to kick ladders in.
Said I’m strange,
you said I’m strange
as you turned, walked away,
I am strange,
I guess I’m strange in my unswaying personality.
I have been more fucked up than you think
this crisis that begins,
it’s coming from my heart.
Don’t relate to me because I’ve been wrong before,
Don’t relate to me, God knows I’ve been wrong before,
but it aint right, it’s not right,
I don’t care what you say,
isn’t right, is not right,
It’s not right the way that you have done me.
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Friends
03:33
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Then I made some friends
Some good friends to redefine me
We hung out late
So late it was close to empty
I read between the lines
I turned everything around
I read between the lines
I turned everything upside down
So I made more friends
They were not as good but they were there when I needed
Them to talk me down
Down from the roof from the roof
That I happened to be on
From the roof from the roof that I happened to
Call my home
And I don’t want to be ugly anymore
Sick of my face and I’m sick of this story
Sick people rule the world
I don’t want to be ugly anymore
Your running around in your newfound glory
Hope your happy in your newfound love
So ugh…
Then I let her down
I told her I’d be back but I stayed gone
She wouldn’t understand
Man it was all I could do just to hold on
She met another man
Started up again with him
They had some good looking kids
It was all I could do just to bare it.
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Steaming Pile
03:02
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All my love is overgrown,
it’s wasted on the microphones
and the strangers that clap their hands,
they clap their hands they clap clap their hands,
and my ego is a maniac,
it’s crushing my bones and it’s taking my heart and soul for a ride.
And I tell her this and I tell her that
but still she says Kam I don’t know,
It’s always “three steps back and a bottle of love
will get you nowhere get you nowhere for sure tonight”.
Oh and I tried so hard
to tell her
that my whole life for a while was steaming pile,
and I got through it,
oh baby I think I made it through
but my whole life for a while
was nothing more than steaming pile.
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Best Of Me
02:30
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Don’t be surprised that you’re my anchor
Would you want something better
You give me a loaded gun
You give me a loaded gun, insane
And you know I’ll give you my best
Give you my best Kurt Cobain
Got a letter in the mail today
T was more or less sympathy
It said I see your still hung up on April
Tired of showers had your fill of winter ghosts and doubt
But I am halfway
Halfway through the month of May
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God's Will
03:33
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So I took my time
Fear drove me back
Out of my mind
And I never looked back
Just pick up your keys and drive
It’s like magic
Time pass me by
And I am the past
Fading faster in my lies
She said pick up your keys and drive
We all die alone
My son this I have known for a long long time
As I watch you grow out of my control
I see you suffer God’s will
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Danger Passion Danger
02:51
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You’ve got some passion
You’ve got some reasons to live besides me
You’ve got so much more to give to this world
So when she says
That I am a black hole
Swallowing up everything that I see
I think that it’s true
I think that I need this control with you
And you are willing to give it to me
So when she says
That I am a black hole
Swallowing up everything that I see
I think that it’s true
I’m in it for the danger
I’m in it for the lack of confidence
So come here stranger
Just call me the fucking evidence
And when you see me calling “please don’t go”
You know I might not be in love
But I don’t want to be alone.
I’m in it for the danger.
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The Optimist
02:45
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I will shift all the plants that I planted
I will move all the things I take for granted
I will learn to love
I will learn to love
Take this black heart of mine and rise above
I will take back the bad things I said
I will clean the lies out of my head
I will learn to love
I will learn to love
Take this black heart of mine and rise above
Change these pessimistic ways
Is it realistic to think infirmity all day
I will
I will learn to love
I will learn to love
Take this black heart of mine and rise above
I will knock knock knock down your door
Let you know that I have changed
You don’t need to leave.
I will learn to love
I will learn to love
Take this black heart of mine and rise above
Change these pessimistic ways
Is it realistic to think infirmity all day
It won’t be long it won’t be long
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12. |
Breaking The Promise
04:20
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I say no and you say yes
You tell me that I’m lying
Want to put me to the test
But it’s hard to tell the truth and it’s hard to be my best baby
Tell me that you thought I was better than the man who
Bows his head before you and apologizes again
But you know that I am failing and that’s what I’ve always been
Baby
They say it’s in the genes
They say it’s running in the family
They say it’s in my blood
They say it’s in the genes but as for me
As for me
I think it’s too much blood on my hands
I try to wash it off but it’s pissing in the wind
And I’m holding to my story
But she’s still coming in baby
They say it’s in the genes
They say it’s running in the family
They say it’s in my blood
They say it’s in the genes but as for me
As for me
I think it’s shake shake shake
This whole world around
I will build my tower up and I will tear that fucker down
And when she calls me a bastard I will come unto my crown
Baby
They say it’s in the genes
They say it’s running in the family
They say it’s in my blood
They say it’s in the genes but as for me
As for me
You know I think it’s true
I think it’s true
No one breaks this promise
No one breaks this promise like I do.
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Suicide Seven Springfield
Suicide Seven is the solo music project of one, Kam Jennings. He has been making records since 1998 under that moniker and his music is a mix of lo-fi, acoustic, grunge, and garage rock.
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